I’ve been asked twice last week about the writer ‘Noha’, and since I’m welcoming new readers these days, I feel obliged to explain.
‘Noha’ is completely fictional. She doesn’t exist. Now, I really could write the longest post ever about the why of it, but it suffices to say that two years ago I sat and wrote in her name, liked it, impressed myself and others; and that’s pretty much it. At one time, I let myself and others believe that what I look in girls is depicted in this imaginary character, but, well, Karma taught me otherwise, the very hard way.
This is why I closed this blog before, and this is why I removed the ‘About Noha’ page that I grew to hate pretty much. Since then, my relationship with writing is quite the mess. I let myself be confused, and I still feel ambivalent towards many of my posts. I lost a line, and I wrote fictional things about myself in the process – things that people tended to use when they were building their impressions about me.
I’m putting a small tip in the sidebar to tell people that she’s a figment of my imagination. Me writing in her name these days is nothing more than a whim, nostalgia or good writing. I love to write, and her profile is always ready in my head, and with her, plots come to me very easily.
You might find that in her name, I write things about me when it’s all fiction. Some of them are real, but some of them are bound to be imaginary. I’m still learning to draw the line, but I have to admit that it’s so amusing at times.
I hope I was clear.
And, of course, thank you so much for reading, and everything.
In a nutshell: she’s you alter ego?
No, she’s not. She’s just a fictional character, nothing more.
But, Gosh! You are so good at it!
I mean, I have never seen somebody who can so totally impersonate somebody else and do it that perfectly and eloquently.
but then, there is something that I do not quite get….in ‘I believe” and the likes, what was the need to post under the name Noha ?
in fact, that specific post wasn’t planned to go under her name, but the more I read it, the more feminine it appeared, so I decided to add that line about “pillow and warm shoulder” and post it by Noha :)
And thanks for your words! :)
i will read for noha any day of the week. She is my favorite story teller. And i have memories of posts i read for her that i will cherish forever.
thanks :)